The actress, who is about to wrap up her turn as Belly in the third and final season of creator-author Jenny Han's beloved series, is feeling all the emotions as she looks back but also ahead at what's next.

In the last book of the series, We”ll Always Have Summer, Belly and Jeremiah do not end up getting married. Just days before their nuptials, Conrad confesses to Belly that he still loves her and asks her not to marry Jeremiah. When the latter confronts Belly about her feelings, she and Jeremiah call off their wedding.